| Location | Cardiff |
| Age | 45 years |
| Cause of Death | Heart Attack |
| Date of Birth | 21/09/1946 |
| Date of Death | 28/03/1992 |
| Visitors | 3,111 since 21/02/2009 |
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The 28th March will always be a date which sticks in my mind. It was the day that I saw the passing
of my beloved Dad.
I was always a "Daddys Girl", I was his shadow.
My Dad had an amazing sense of humour and would go out of his way to help anyone.
He was a devoted husband to my Mum and a fantastic Dad to my older Sister and myself.
He now also has 3 Grandchildren on this earth of whom I no he'd have been a brilliant Grandad to.
I'm sure he looks after the other little angels in the clouds as their Grandad, he loved children.
The day I lost my Dad, I was just 16. I was off out to do my paper round but before I went I was
going to a neighbours house.
My dad had been to work that morning (he was a postman)and had come home saying he felt sick and had
a pain in his shoulder. My mum rang the GP as she was a bit worried as my Dad was never ill.
My Dad was then sick so my Mum rang the Dr back. They said they were on their way but then my dad
began frothing from the mouth and lost consciousness. My mum rang for an ambulance and came running
to the neighbour where i still was. I remember opening the door and her crying and panicking saying
" I think your Dads died."
Two neighbours attempted CPR and 2 ambulances came, we followed the ambulance with my Dad in to the
hospital stopping several times on the way as he kept having Cardiac arrests.
Unfortunately even though everyone had tried in vain to save my precious dad, they had lost him.
My Dad had a massive heart attack, i never even had the chance to tell him I loved him as I chose
not to see him after he'd passed, I do regret this now. My mum said he looked peaceful and the
hospital said he wouldn't have suffered as it was so fast.
6 weeks after my Dad passed I did my GCSE exams, I was gutted my Dad was not there to encourage me
and see my results. I was determined to do my best though and that I did,looking back i don't know
how!!
I missed my Dad seeing me going to college, pass all my exams and become a nursery nurse. I missed
him see me get engaged, give me away at my wedding, see me pass my driving test and have his lovely
Grandsons.
Please Dad, look after yourself and all my other angels, and most of all have fun.
I miss you every minute of every day and life is hard for me, i've been treated for depression and
anxiety attacks but life must go on for Jac, of whom you would be so proud.
Love you always Dad, you were and are so special
Love and hugs
Amanda x x and Jac x x
20TH NOVEMBER 2009
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Angel in my heart I love you so
Angel in my heart I never wanted you to go
Angel in my heart guide me each day
Angel in my heart It's for you I pray
Angel in my heart remember this
Angel in my heart It's you I miss
Angel in my heart I want you to know
Angel in my heart I will always love you so.
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I WILL BE AWAY FROM TODAY , AS WE ARE OFF FOR THE WEEKEND TO CELEBRATE MY 50TH BIRTHDAY, WHICH IS ON MONDAY.... HOW SCARRY IS THAT? !! PLEASE WILLYOU KEEP DANIEL OUT OF THE DARK FOR ME, UNTIL I REURN.? THANK YOU IN ADVANCE. X X ☆
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Sorry Dad xxxx
Hiya Dad,
I came to see you today, were you there? Did you know I was there?
I feel terrible about not having anything with me this visit, just me and my pal. I stopped at the shop and they'd not got any flowers and then I thought i'd get some in the crem but they had none there either!! I guess you just weren't meant to have any today!! lol.
I felt terrible not having anything but still felt I needed to come to see you. Me and my pal from work, we went back feeling really glum.
There was a funeral taking place in the chapel there when we came out, I really can't cope with seeing people so sad, it tears me up.
I just want you to know how much I love and miss you Dad. It was a bit strange how when we were in the chapel of rememberance, as we walked in the music started playing what I walked down the aisle to when me and Jacs dad got married. It kind of spooked me out. Was that you trying to let me no that you were there and am trying to help me through my tough time? I guess one day i'll find out.
Well Dad, you keep doing a fab job looking after little Kirsty and her little buddies wont you. I can see you now giving out your cwtches.
Love you forever Dad, sending you huge kisses up to heaven.
Lots of love Amanda and Jac xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Thank You With Love
Hi Peter darling,i just wanted to leave you a little message to say thank you for looking after my Angel baby Kirsty for me,Amanda tells me what a fantastic, loveing father you have been to her and she assures me that you would love nothing more than to protect my tiny Angel until myself or her daddy get to meet her again when our time comes.I really hope Heaven is as beautiful and peaceful as people imagine,well i guess it must be if good men like you are taken there so young.I know Amanda loves you dearly and little Jac,even though he hasnt met you in person im sure he knows that you are the greatest grandad he has.Well im off now my internet is acting up all week so please watch over your wonderful daughter in her dark days,i know if she had one wish you would be with her at this moment,sadly wishes are just for fairy tales but just incase some do come true,i wish you a peaceful time in Heaven and that one day not just yet you will see your darling girl again,all my love to you Peter, Good Night, God Bless, xxxx Cathy xxxx
If Your Knew
If you knew where I am standing
If you could see the sights I see
If you could hear the angels singing
The songs they sing eternally
If you knew the One I'm holding
Could see the smile He smiles at me
If you knew where I am resting
You would not cry for me
I'm resting in the arms of Jesus
No other place would I rather be
So if you shed a tear
Please don't shed it for me
For if you knew where I am resting
You would not cry for me
(by Steven Kinworthy)
MY DADDY X X X X
HIYA DAD. I'M SO MISSING YOU. LOTS OF THINGS HAVE BEEN HAPPENING JUST LATELY AND IT BRINGS BACK SO MANY MEMORIES OF LOOSING YOU.
I HATE THE WAY I FEEL, I'M GOING TO COME AND SEE YOU THIS WEEK, I DON'T USUALLY COME OFTEN AS YOU NO BECAUSE IT UPSETS ME, BUT SOMETHING IS MAKING ME FEEL THAT I NEED TO COME SO I AM.
I'LL EITHER BE THERE TOMORROW OR WEDNESDAY IN MY LUNCH BREAK.
LIFE IS SO CRUEL, WHY DO PEOPLE NEED TO LOSE THEIR LOVED ONES WHO ARE SUCH GOOD PEOPLE AND THEN OTHERS WHO ARE UP TO NO GOOD STAY ON THIS EARTH. SORRY DAD FOR GOING ON, I GUESS I'M JUST HAVING ONE OF THOSE DAYS.
PLEASE BE CLOSE TO ME, PLEASE. I FEEL REALLY AWEFUL TODAY.
I HOPE YOU'LL BE WAITING FOR ME WHEN I COME TO HEAVEN, I LOOK FORWARD SO MUCH TO SEEING YOU AGAIN.
LOVE AND MISS YOU LOTS, PLEASE GIVE NAN A HUG FROM ME AND ALSO ALL MY LITTLE ANGEL FRIENDS.
LOVE YOU FOREVER, TO HEAVEN AND BACK AGAIN XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
7TH NOVEMBER 2009
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DAD XXXX
HI DAD, HOW ARE YOU?
GOD, I MISS YOU SO MUCH. NOT A DAY GOES BY WHERE I DON'T THINK OF YOU OR TALK ABOUT YOU.
JAC MISSES YOU TOO, EVEN THOUGH HE NEVER GOT TO MEET HIS "GRANDAD", HE ALWAYS TALKS OF YOU AND ASKS LOTS OF QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU.
IT HURTS SO MUCH WITHOUT YOU. I WILL NEVER GET OVER THE DAY YOU LEFT THIS EARTH, I WISH SO MUCH THAT THINGS WERE DIFFERENT.
I TRY SO HARD DAD TO GET ON WITH MY LIFE BUT SOME DAYS ARE HARDER THAN OTHERS.
I'VE BEEN REALLY BUSY AT WORK TODAY, I'VE BEEN TRYING TO GET ALL THE CHILDRENS CHRISTMAS ACTIVITIES IN ORDER AND ARRANGING WHO'S WHO IN OUR CHRISTMAS CONCERT. IT SEEMS TO EARLY BUT IT ALL TAKES TIME.
I NEVER LOOK FORWARD TO CHRISTMAS WITHOUT YOU ROUND. I ALWAYS WONDER HOW MUCH FUN YOU WOULD HAVE HAD WITH JACS TOYS. YOU'D HAVE LOVED BEING AROUND HIM. I HOPE YOU ARE IN SPIRIT.
WELL, FOR NOW YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, NAN AND ALL THE LITTLE ANGELS. THEY MUST BE GLAD YOU'RE THERE FOR THEM UNTIL THEY CAN MEET THEIR MUMMYS AND DADDYS AGAIN. I BET YOU SPOIL THEM SO MUCH, LIKE YOU DID ME. LOL.
I'M GOING TO SAY GOODNIGHT AS I'VE GOT TO GO AND TUCK JAC INTO BED.
LOTS OF LOVE ALWAYS XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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☆31ST OCTOBER 2009☆
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LOVE JUDE. XX
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30th October 2009
♥ To The Special Angel In My Heart ♥
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♥ You are the Angel who I cherish ♥
♥ So dearly in this heart of mine ♥
♥ The one who makes my day brighter ♥
♥ By making my whole world shine ♥
♥ During all the darkest moments ♥
♥ When my skies turn cloudy and grey ♥
♥ You're the one who touches my heart ♥
♥ And makes everything seem okay. ♥
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GOD BLESS, LOVE JUDE. X X
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